My mood this few days are really . I have no idea how i can say .
Sigh , I feel being backstabbed . Having a feeling tht im bringing trouble t myself .
Why am i feeling like this .
Its like overnight you've changed .
Being cold towards me . Alrdy this morning i had th feeling something's not
right .
I hate it when people prove me right .
You should be proving me wrong .
& you said you would help me .
How come its like as if you've backstabbed/betrayed me ?
Whats wrong ? Ohgosh . Everything's starting all over again .
I really am stupid , t make me fall into this kind of thing over&over
again .
I've once thought , I would never fall into a trap made by other people ,
but if it was you who trapped me , i guess i am able t let go . But this really
isnt th case .
Trying veryvery hard not t let anything happen .
I swear t god , whtever im saying here its super true .
Maybe i had a thought of letting it happened , but i still tried not t let
it happeneed .
Letting it happen means letting myself get hurt all over .
& i really cannot let it happen .
It took me ages for me t forget .
Now you tell me t start all over , i might as well end my life .
Sorry . Youre so close yet so far t me .
Sorry , iloveyou. But icannotloveyou .
Sorry . I dontknow wht i should do ):
